Apr 29, 2009

i likeeee... my new vincci overnight bag...

i went to Jusco Bt Tinggi yesterday, the intention was to get Seed overnight bag which i saw earlier.. tp hampa because that stock dah x de so i pusing2 and tgk2 another Seed overnight bags tp x berkenan la plak...since next to Seed is Vincci, so why not tgk kat situ plak..afterall i pun x pernah beli any bags kat Vincci...selalunya mmg kasut je la...sampai je kat situ mata i terus lekat kat satu bag yg to me looks sooo sweet..pas dah puas tgk2 n belek2 n agak2 blh masuk segala khazanah, ok la i decided to buy the bag...and i mmg puas hati sgt2 sbb after i dah masukkan semua brg2 yg i alwiz carry in my handbag, i still have lot of empty rooms inside there ;-)

this d bag yg i suka sgt... looks like skirt pun ada gak..hahaha...

all the stuff that i alwiz carry inside my handbag..pink is my make-up kit..and black one is like first-aid kit la...my perfume, glasses, hp, pendrives, wallet, camera, etc..etc..
dah isi pun still ada byk ruang lagi....
the reason why i wanted this overnight bag was because of the trip to Sabah la dis weekend.. since we gonna attend wedding and will adjourn to Pulau Tiga after that (snorkeling ler..hehe..) i x mau la bwk suitcase ke hapa ke... my plan is just to bring one backpack with seminimum pakaian yg blh and another bag where i can chuck in stuff like toiletries or t-shirt selai dua...selipar jepun pun blh masuk gak nieh..
nie pun tgh pikir nak bwk baju kurung camane nieh....wedding tu 2 hari.. so kena bwk 2 helai la plak..guess i have to find baju yg x perlu digosok..or just bring one kain and two blouse that i can mix and match..haha..remember..seminimum yg blh...hmmmm...for 5days 4nite punya trip....see how lar....

Apr 26, 2009

sepetang at Ryn's..

Ryn was back from her umrah on April 23rd tp i x jd p fetch her up sbb tugas tersebut tlh diambil alih oleh k. aida and on Saturday petang we get together again.. as usual, makan and makan but this time around the main one is air zam2 and kurma dr Mekah :) i bwk cake batik and sherry with her famous kuih chara yg separuh mangkuk telah dihabiskan oleh McHa kita..hehe.. (jgn marah beb..) and like alwiz jugak la kami nie mmg x pernah abis cerita...ada je....

i sampai je kat rumah Ryn (i'm alwiz d last one to arrive though the nearest one to her house..) and belum pun sempat duduk telah di attack oleh McHa to update what actually happened the last wknd.. hehe..relax la... makan dulu k.... so, smbl mkn sambil bersembang and the hot topic masa tue was about 'saka'.. arakian ada la sorang jemaah yg p ngan Ryn nie konon2nya blh berubat org dan setiap org yg dia nampak, mesti ada saka punya la.. so they were telling me, rombongan cik kiah ke airport beramai2 tue mainly was to see this lady lor... and i was like...'nape x habaq.. kalau x boleh i tukar my plan...' haha..amboi kan main... so Ha, mu ada baper ekor saka? x sempat nak scan la beb..hehe.. ok la apa kata kita p jumpa kakak tue suh dia tgk baper ekor saka ada kat kita ek... and rasa2nya saka pun x mau lekat kot kat kita org nie sbb lebih dari tahap saka lg nieh.. hahaha... tp yg peliknya setiap org yg dia jumpa, kakak tue sure kata..oh..ada saka ngikut dia tueh.. mak oiii...tu mcm kalu.. sume org ada saka la ek... iskh..iskh....

sembang punya sembang pusing balik kat i punya kes.. so terpaksa la diceritakan but on the surface je la.. and Ha was like..yg mana satu nie beb? yg hensem tue ke? bukan yg tue la... nie lain...weiii... baper byk boipren ha... mana ada ramai boipren (sambil tunduk menguis2 bihun..hehe..)..mcm la depa percaya ek...tp ibarat kata Aleya gak...biar la k. faiz..x yah buang masa... apa lagi.....next.... haha...pandai ko ye.... sampai nak balik pun still... k. faiz...next....[nanti sat nak cari KIV list aritu ;-)] anyway, as i mentioned in the previous entry, buat masa nie x minat la nak get to know anyone deeper..bukan pe..mls nak sakitkan hati org and buang masa org lain.. and masa i jugak..hal2 mcm nie to me x payah la kita cari.. dia akan dtg sendiri..and things that relate to feelings nie pun bkn blh dipaksa2..kan? datangnya pun tanpa sedar dan tanpa diundang....

so, about 7 something msg2 pun mula la bergerak balik...x blh lepak lama2....x hengat2 ke..suami2 dan anak2 suma dah tunggu kat umah..hehe... and i was d last to leave bila Ryn panggil masuk balik.. oh ya.. she got something to update me...so, i pun duduk la lg for 1/2 an hour for heart to heart talk punya session...cuma my advise.. u decide la which is d best for you..tp kalau ikut i, mmg my answer wl always be NO.. yg i blh kata... if you already can see the problem, why must you get into it? [Ryn, i'm not against you but we have already known each other for a very long time and all the ups and downs almost semua dlm poket i.. and kalau blh i don't want u to go thru that situation again ok.. u r such a very nice lady and u deserve someone who is much2 more better...]

anyway, pilihan di tangan tuan punya badan.. be it me, ha, sherry, adik, k. zana or whoever, we can only advise but the final decision is yours..



p/s b4 balik, dapat la kami sorang selai sejadah and tasbih... and ha and me have the same thinking.. nak gantung kat keta la.. ;-)



Apr 24, 2009

yang cantik...yang tak cantik....

i login into Tagged recently to check my messages and the bulletin post as well and saw few posting on wanita cantik. while reading thru i feel kind of irritating jugak dengan si writer nieh..apa isu dia sebenarnya.... apa masalah dia dengan yang cantik or x cantik...sampai sibuk suh buat Persatuan Wanita Tak Cantik. Below nie i copy & paste the bulletin for your reading and for your comment as well. Down below the emails that transpired between the writer and myself tp mls la nak layan panjang2.. biaq p dia la...

cuma, apa yg ingin diperkatakan disini ialah apakah semua org memandang pada rupa sahaja? ada gak yg i jumpa husband hensem tp d wife biasa je, bak kata org..tak sesuweiii...... and vice versa... to me, first impression of course la d look... but along d way, budi pekerti jugak yg kita akan dulukan, betul..?? imagine la dpt girlfren cun x hengat tp perangai mengada2..tergedik2 nak mampuih... cemburu giler babi..(babi pun x giler..) lama2 mesti meluat... mcm tue jugak.. kalau dpt boipren hensem.. tp bila kuar dating..asyik kita je kuar duit.. baran x hengat dunia..asyik naik tgn je..lama2.. kita sendiri pun mesti angkat kaki.... x guna jugak kan dpt yg sedap di mata tp sakit di hati ;-) tp kalau dpt both...hensem/cantik and baik budi pekerti..tue consider bonus lor...

anyway, kesimpulannya cantik or hodoh terpulang la pada selera masing2...mungkin shah rukh khan di mata i hensem sungguh tp dimata org lain..mungkin akan tanya i balik... hensem ke..???

dan satu lagi, i rasa si writer nie.. ada hati kot nak bukak cawangan tp HQ x lulus...so tue yg x puas hati..hehe....lagi satu yg i x puas hati.. ingat lelaki je blh pilih pasangan wanita cantik...abih kita yg pempuan nie...??? kita pun mesti memilih nak yg hensem jugak kan....hello..women power.. we have d right to choose eh....

camanepun to me, semua makhluk dijadikan Allah cantik belaka cuma it is up to us how we carry ourselves. pandai kita bwk diri.. yg kurang cantik pun blh jd cantik..tp kalau x pandai... yg cantik pun blh nampak hodoh..heh...

From: Alias Y

Date:Apr 14, 2009 3:46 PM
Subject:Persatuan Wanita Tak Cantik (PWTC)

Bulletin:
Wajar ditubuhkan PWTC bagi memperjuangkan hak2 wanita dan saluran bagi mendesak kerajaan:

1. Mengharamkan penggunaan wanita cantik dan seksi dalam iklan dan majalah2, bagi mengurangkan kesan psikologi kepada kaum lelaki yang beranggapan wanita cantik dan cun sebagai pilihan untuk calon isteri kelas berprestij.

2. Memudahkan amalan poligami, ini dapat membolehkan lebih ramai wanita tidak cantik berpeluang untuk kawin. Suami bukan hak milik seorang wanita tetapi boleh dimiliki oleh 4 wanita.

3. Kegiatan pelacuran yang boleh merendahkan martabat wanita hendaklah dibasmi bersungguh2, sebaliknya memudahkan proses perkahwinan, memberi subsidi untuk majlis perkahwinan.

4. Menyediakan rumah-rumah untuk wanita terlanjur agar mereka tidak membuang bayi merata-rata.

From: Alias Y
Date:Mar 25, 2009 10:28 AM
Subject:Sebab utama lelaki Malaysia pilih wanita cantik jadi isteri.

Bulletin:
Sapa tak nak yang cantik yer tak? Lukisan kalau tak cantik sapa nak tengok, betul tak? Pantai kalau tak cantik, sapa nak pergi, yer tak? Itu logik la.

Bukan lelaki tak nak pilih isteri yang tak cantik tetapi faham jer lah, kita hidup sekali, masa singkat, kawin pun pada umur 30 tahun, mati sekitar umur 60 tahun, senjata sulit paling aktif antara umur 30 ke 45 tahun.

Tak lama pun, lebih kurang 15 tahun jer masa yang betul2 berkesan. Sebab itu lelaki nak pilih wanita cantik untuk jadi isteri, kerana peluang dia kawin hanya sekali saja.

Kita di Malaysia bukan boleh kawin 2, 3 apalagi 4. Kalau boleh kawin dua ok gak, boleh la kawin dengan satu wanita tak cantik dan satu lagi dengan wanita yang cantik. Atau satu dengan wanita cantik dan tiga lagi dengan wanita tak cantik. Tak lah rasa ralat.Itulah yang saya dengar dari suara akar umbi.


Message History

Faiz L: 04.22.09
hmmm...wat's d issue here ek..?? rasanya dah few posts on isu nie...kalau semua lelaki nak wanita yg cantik je... abis tue ingat wanita pun x blh memilih ke? sure dorang pun nak lelaki yg hensem jugak... so, balance la... yg hensem pilih la yg cantik..and yg x hensem..pilih la yg x cantik.. anyway, cantik biar la keseluruhan bukan setakat pada rupa sahaja... x semestinya yg cantik itu sedap di hati dan yg sakit di mata itu mungkin menyenangkan hati.. pikir2 kan la...


Alias Y: 04.22.09
kalau lelaki yang hensem kawin ngan wanita yang cantik tentu tak ada masalah. Tapi masalah sekarang ni, lelaki yang tak hensem pun nak kawin ngan wanita yang cantik. Sedangkan kita tak cukup stok wanita cantik.


Faiz L: 04.22.09
lelaki x hensem tp pocket kembong most probably dpt la kawin wanita yg cantik tp kalau dah x hensem, pocket pun bocor selalu, sedar2 la diri.... ;-)) cermin la diri kita dulu, agree ??


Alias Y:Apr 23, 2009

rezeki Tuhan yang bagi, kita sekadar berusaha saja, lelaki hensem pun belum tentu poket kembong, silap2 wife dia yang tanggung... tapi tak apalah kan bukan senang nak dapat suami hensem macam shakh rukh khan.


Apr 22, 2009

m i so vulnerable..???

since the incident last week, i think my body is becoming so vulnerable to illness...dah la my tooth ache dari aritu x baik2 lg.. and tomorrow hv to see the dentist again for the 3rd time..then semalam i feel pain at my jaw.. mumps plak..and badan pun dah mula rasa dedar... nak demam la tue... but i have to be strong... have to fight this feeling... and in fact it is very hard though to fight against ur emotional feeling..anyway, life has to go on... and as long as i can smile, can laugh and still boleh menyakat, that should be good enough already...


jaw yg bengkak sebelah makes me look like org salah cucuk botox ;-)


Apr 21, 2009

Friends.....







Friends Forever


Friends we are
forever friends we'll be
Wherever we are
you're right beside me
I hope we stay friends 'til the end of time
And whenever that is
our friendship will still shine
You mean the world to me
I hope the same with you
You're always helping me
whatever it takes you'll do
Now that we're growing older
changing our ways
I know we won't lose our friendship
I hope I never see that day
So to every one of my friends
you mean the world to me
Friends we are
forever friends we'll be
~ anonymous @ ellenbailey ~

Apr 18, 2009

when d feeling is hurt :-(((


something happened just recently which really hurt and distracted me...(wish i could share this here but don't think it's wise to do so..) i just crashed..i cried.... my mind is swirling with thoughts about so much stuff. all mostly sad and this is making me so tired.... i wish i could argue but what right do i have?

Hurt is
lump in my throat
the pain in my side
the tears that are welled up behind my eyes
the well of tears that can't seem to overflow
the dream that is fading and falling apart little by little
the feeling of knowing i've lost my place on a pedestal in someone's life
knowing i've lost myself somewhere along the way
emptiness and tiredness
pressure and pretence and the burden of having to pretend that everything is okay

and is everything allright? Am not sure either... but think it is about time for me to 'berhibernasi' buat sementara until everything is ok, on my side... about time for me to be with a fren who is on her mission to mencari diri? i am lost and someone please help me to find myself again...


aku kantoi......

AKU KANTOI....!!!!!
sob..sob..sob.... (something yg I still couldn't figure out until today...)


p/s thanks frenz 4 ur support.. i'm ok... (i guess so..)

Apr 16, 2009

nie yg x suka nieh....

ingat x i pernah suh anak2 buah dtg umah i tlg bersihkan my drying area yg dipenuhi oleh sisa buangan burung2 yg rajin bertenggek atas palang air kat situ...mmg tempat tue dah bersih and for few weeks i selalu on lampu kat situ so x de la burung2 tue mai lg.. lepas dah lama i tgk OK..i x le kisah dah nak on lampu situ.. tetiba smlm masa nak amik baldi, i nampak ada 3, 4 das dah...dia mai dah....huhu...leceh la... penyapu yg ada kat situ pun kena gak.. mmg ke tong sampah la jwbnya mana2 yg kena sedas dua tue...sori la.. i nie mmg jenis penggeli...so benda2 mcm tue or yg sekutu dgnnya..selalunya mmg akan ditong sampahkan... x kuasa dah nak basuh2...

x pun, coming school holidays nie blh la ajak bdk2 tue mai lg... depa mmg suka la sbb dpt duit poket.. rm50 sorang tau...bukan sket2...hehe...

Apr 15, 2009

kena Tag ngan Nydia plak.....

Tag nie x buat kalu kena denda ka Nydia..haha.... anyway, here r d answers:-


5 things found in my wallet (sib baik x tanya apa ada dlm handbag..)

1. IC
2. driving license
3. $$$
4. cards (ATM, credit cards, Jusco, Bonuslink, etc..etc...hehe)
5. gambaq (mine lar...my late father and ada satu yg i dok selit2..sorok tueh... )


5 favourite things in my room

1. my bantal busuk
2. katil tempat ku beradu
3. my dressing table
4. my black curtain..
5. my butterfly hairclips...mcm2 kaler and rupa ada...

5 things I've always wanted to do

1. yg first nie cam nydia gak la...nak diet sokmo...tp lg selera makan ada lar...
2. kalu buleh x mo keje dah tp duit masuk every month..buleh ka..??
3. nak ada restaurant sendiri...specialised in masakan kg..hehe
4. to be someone yg selalu berhati ikhlas..bkn la selama nie x ikhlas tp kdg2 termkn hasutan gak :(
5. nak kurangkan sikap boros nieh... boros ke aku..????? kdg2 terextreme gak...

5 things I’m currently into

1. blogging
2. baking (cupcake especially..)
3. click..click..click...photography...
4. games..(sudoku and hidden object my fevret..)
5. kumpul resepi cheese cake..becoz i luvvv cheese cake...

5 person yang nak tag

1. McHa
2. Maz
3. Winn
4. Gee
5. Ana Sg Dua...

Apr 12, 2009

Ryn, selamat mengerjakan umrah

one of our frenz tetiba menjemput kenduri ke rumah on Saturday, i pun terkejut gak..kenduri apa ek... i nak p umrah... ha..?? bila? sunday nie... amboi...sunday nak p, friday baru habaq na.... i x plan nak buat kenduri tp mama yg nak buat...kenduri pas asar tau... ok....

so, Ryn telah berangkat menunaikan umrah tengahari td with her other fren dan i x dpt nak meramaikan rombongan cik kiah ke airport sbb dah ada plan lain.. so, Mek Ha kita, mama and Sherry & family yg p.. Sherry kebetulan auntie balik dari Mekah arini..abt d same time la.. nanti balik time i pick u up at the airport k... ganti balik yg arini..... so, Mek Ha..mu x yah cuti lar... but please remind me k.... lately nie asyik hilang ingatan je..hehe....
with d cuppies yg i buat for her...

photography learning session with 'sifu'

'N' wuz here last week (well, after almost a year) and as usual i akan jd chauffeur dia lar..pick him up at KLIA and while otw back sempat la tanya few technics on photo shooting..why when i captured this pic, it came out like this and that and byk lg la my soalan... and kebetulan the digital camera mmg with me alwiz, so pe lagi.. sifu pun menunjukkan skillnya la.. attached few sets of colage yg blh kita share sama2... mine pun ada jugak tau.....


nie hasil sifu dengan langitnya.... kalau kita tgk biasa je..but when captured with d right technique.. awesome..!!


nie pun sifu jugak... quoted what he said - 'd eyes behind d camera'.. and kreativiti jugak la kan....



nie plak..??? nie la hasil org baru belajar.. but not bad, right..???? ceh..perasan

kalau ikut i, bila guna digital camera tue, kalau tak easy auto mode, auto mode je la...the easier the betterkan..haha... anyway, 'N' pun dah ajar how to use the scene, when to use the flash, etc..etc... i pun dah rasa seronok jugak la... cuma buat masa nie i cuma guna point and shoot digital camera je la...nak pakai DSLR blm mampu lagi.. lagipun i cuma setakat hobi je.. ;-)



p/s anyway, i'm so glad of having him back..


Apr 11, 2009

nak menge'test' lg la tue...

remember in my previous entry i ada citer pasal satu pempuan yg meroyan because of sms. Thought issue nie dah over, maklumlah lama dah.. tiba2 petang td masuk satu sms from the husband's number asking for my office tel no..i pun heran gak..apehal tetiba mintak my office no nieh.. tp ayat tue nampak benor bkn cam ayat d husband...agak dah mesti pempuan tue nak nge'test' lg... i pun jwb je la.. nie apehal nak test2 lg... she replied.. this is ......(sori ek nama x leh mention..hehe).. can i hv ur office no? what for? pas tue terus senyap x jwb sampai ke sudah...

hellloooooo.... ko nak no office aku wat pe? nak cari aku keje kat ner ke? apesal? nak dtg serang kat ofis ke? iskhhh...psycho sungguh la dia nie....kalau i dah kata x de apa2 tue... x de apa2 la...jgn sampai mencabar kesabaran i plak...sok nanti nyesal seumur hidup....

ingat lg our last conversation masa dia dok maki i... 'do u know me..do u know me...'.. selamba je aku jawab... no i don't...nyampah tul.. then i biar la dia ckp apa dia nak ckp for almost 10 min jugak.. bila dia senyap kejap, i pun terus tanya.. dah abis? ok thanks ye... and from the last info i got from d hb..(tue pun few months back) 'please don't argue with her..she was so agitated'... i pedulik hape... ingat suka2 nak maki2 org.. bknnya aku mintak mkn ngan laki ko pun...

tp yg paling membengangkan i bila d hb kasitau i 'my wife kata u call and maki dia'..masa tue aku rasa mmg nak lempang je...sapa yg maki sapa ek... then siap tanya lagi kalau2 ada my fren ke yg buat mcm tue.. hellooo... my fren pun x de masa la nak layan org psycho mcm tue... since that day i terus delete his no from my hp...nyesakkan hidup je.. tp iyela..delete dlm hp...tp yg dlm brain memory nak delete camane ek...hehe...