Ryn was back from her umrah on April 23rd tp i x jd p fetch her up sbb tugas tersebut tlh diambil alih oleh k. aida and on Saturday petang we get together again.. as usual, makan and makan but this time around the main one is air zam2 and kurma dr Mekah :) i bwk cake batik and sherry with her famous kuih chara yg separuh mangkuk telah dihabiskan oleh McHa kita..hehe.. (jgn marah beb..) and like alwiz jugak la kami nie mmg x pernah abis cerita...ada je....
i sampai je kat rumah Ryn (i'm alwiz d last one to arrive though the nearest one to her house..) and belum pun sempat duduk telah di attack oleh McHa to update what actually happened the last wknd.. hehe..relax la... makan dulu k.... so, smbl mkn sambil bersembang and the hot topic masa tue was about 'saka'.. arakian ada la sorang jemaah yg p ngan Ryn nie konon2nya blh berubat org dan setiap org yg dia nampak, mesti ada saka punya la.. so they were telling me, rombongan cik kiah ke airport beramai2 tue mainly was to see this lady lor... and i was like...'nape x habaq.. kalau x boleh i tukar my plan...' haha..amboi kan main... so Ha, mu ada baper ekor saka? x sempat nak scan la beb..hehe.. ok la apa kata kita p jumpa kakak tue suh dia tgk baper ekor saka ada kat kita ek... and rasa2nya saka pun x mau lekat kot kat kita org nie sbb lebih dari tahap saka lg nieh.. hahaha... tp yg peliknya setiap org yg dia jumpa, kakak tue sure kata..oh..ada saka ngikut dia tueh.. mak oiii...tu mcm kalu.. sume org ada saka la ek... iskh..iskh....
sembang punya sembang pusing balik kat i punya kes.. so terpaksa la diceritakan but on the surface je la.. and Ha was like..yg mana satu nie beb? yg hensem tue ke? bukan yg tue la... nie lain...weiii... baper byk boipren ha... mana ada ramai boipren (sambil tunduk menguis2 bihun..hehe..)..mcm la depa percaya ek...tp ibarat kata Aleya gak...biar la k. faiz..x yah buang masa... apa lagi.....next.... haha...pandai ko ye.... sampai nak balik pun still... k. faiz...next....[nanti sat nak cari KIV list aritu ;-)] anyway, as i mentioned in the previous entry, buat masa nie x minat la nak get to know anyone deeper..bukan pe..mls nak sakitkan hati org and buang masa org lain.. and masa i jugak..hal2 mcm nie to me x payah la kita cari.. dia akan dtg sendiri..and things that relate to feelings nie pun bkn blh dipaksa2..kan? datangnya pun tanpa sedar dan tanpa diundang....
so, about 7 something msg2 pun mula la bergerak balik...x blh lepak lama2....x hengat2 ke..suami2 dan anak2 suma dah tunggu kat umah..hehe... and i was d last to leave bila Ryn panggil masuk balik.. oh ya.. she got something to update me...so, i pun duduk la lg for 1/2 an hour for heart to heart talk punya session...cuma my advise.. u decide la which is d best for you..tp kalau ikut i, mmg my answer wl always be NO.. yg i blh kata... if you already can see the problem, why must you get into it? [Ryn, i'm not against you but we have already known each other for a very long time and all the ups and downs almost semua dlm poket i.. and kalau blh i don't want u to go thru that situation again ok.. u r such a very nice lady and u deserve someone who is much2 more better...]
anyway, pilihan di tangan tuan punya badan.. be it me, ha, sherry, adik, k. zana or whoever, we can only advise but the final decision is yours..
i sampai je kat rumah Ryn (i'm alwiz d last one to arrive though the nearest one to her house..) and belum pun sempat duduk telah di attack oleh McHa to update what actually happened the last wknd.. hehe..relax la... makan dulu k.... so, smbl mkn sambil bersembang and the hot topic masa tue was about 'saka'.. arakian ada la sorang jemaah yg p ngan Ryn nie konon2nya blh berubat org dan setiap org yg dia nampak, mesti ada saka punya la.. so they were telling me, rombongan cik kiah ke airport beramai2 tue mainly was to see this lady lor... and i was like...'nape x habaq.. kalau x boleh i tukar my plan...' haha..amboi kan main... so Ha, mu ada baper ekor saka? x sempat nak scan la beb..hehe.. ok la apa kata kita p jumpa kakak tue suh dia tgk baper ekor saka ada kat kita ek... and rasa2nya saka pun x mau lekat kot kat kita org nie sbb lebih dari tahap saka lg nieh.. hahaha... tp yg peliknya setiap org yg dia jumpa, kakak tue sure kata..oh..ada saka ngikut dia tueh.. mak oiii...tu mcm kalu.. sume org ada saka la ek... iskh..iskh....
sembang punya sembang pusing balik kat i punya kes.. so terpaksa la diceritakan but on the surface je la.. and Ha was like..yg mana satu nie beb? yg hensem tue ke? bukan yg tue la... nie lain...weiii... baper byk boipren ha... mana ada ramai boipren (sambil tunduk menguis2 bihun..hehe..)..mcm la depa percaya ek...tp ibarat kata Aleya gak...biar la k. faiz..x yah buang masa... apa lagi.....next.... haha...pandai ko ye.... sampai nak balik pun still... k. faiz...next....[nanti sat nak cari KIV list aritu ;-)] anyway, as i mentioned in the previous entry, buat masa nie x minat la nak get to know anyone deeper..bukan pe..mls nak sakitkan hati org and buang masa org lain.. and masa i jugak..hal2 mcm nie to me x payah la kita cari.. dia akan dtg sendiri..and things that relate to feelings nie pun bkn blh dipaksa2..kan? datangnya pun tanpa sedar dan tanpa diundang....
so, about 7 something msg2 pun mula la bergerak balik...x blh lepak lama2....x hengat2 ke..suami2 dan anak2 suma dah tunggu kat umah..hehe... and i was d last to leave bila Ryn panggil masuk balik.. oh ya.. she got something to update me...so, i pun duduk la lg for 1/2 an hour for heart to heart talk punya session...cuma my advise.. u decide la which is d best for you..tp kalau ikut i, mmg my answer wl always be NO.. yg i blh kata... if you already can see the problem, why must you get into it? [Ryn, i'm not against you but we have already known each other for a very long time and all the ups and downs almost semua dlm poket i.. and kalau blh i don't want u to go thru that situation again ok.. u r such a very nice lady and u deserve someone who is much2 more better...]
anyway, pilihan di tangan tuan punya badan.. be it me, ha, sherry, adik, k. zana or whoever, we can only advise but the final decision is yours..
p/s b4 balik, dapat la kami sorang selai sejadah and tasbih... and ha and me have the same thinking.. nak gantung kat keta la.. ;-)
2 comments:
Hi Faiz, read few of your entries earlier.. seem something really hurt you so much. What's up ya.. cant really catch what it is.. I am sorry for that. Good if you can share as I use to be hurt too. So, you re back to normal now? Syukur you re back on your feet again. Life need to go on beb.. just be strong.
hi nani,
hv u ever loved and missed someone so much it hurts and u know that u cannot have that someone it hurts even more? and can u stop loving someone just because they are not in your life anymore.. It’s hard to tell ur mind to stop loving someone when ur heart still does and I thought i can get over this feeling but i'm still fighting and struggling over it...anyway, thanks for dropping by and yup.. good to have someone to share this with...and if u don't mind to share urs next?...
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